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我是誰呢

March 2, 2006

我是誰呢
我的主卻這麼看重我
自己清楚知道自己光景如何
很軟弱，也沒什麼了不得
當我連自己看自己都不順眼時
我的主仍舊顧惜我
給我無限機會
亦依然變愛我

今天發了難得一次的情緒病
這些情緒病在我信主前很常見的
都是被不真實的情感所控制
發病時會感到莫名其妙的無助感
會在街上莫名的哭起來、亂按一堆電話號碼冒求有個陌生人聽聽我說話、嚴重時試過傷害自己
也會跳進自己的幻想世界裡使自己有一陣子的滿足
信主後，情緒病開始消聲匿跡，我也開始忘記了自己曾是一個情緒病人

今天的情緒病，重提我本來自哪個世界
重提我，如果沒有神，我只是一團無助的垃圾

我感謝神由始至終都這般愛我，又這般給我機會及看好我…

Who am I - Plus One

Who am I, that You know me by name
That You call me friend
Invite me in to be with You
I don’t know why
You love me this way
‘Cause I’m nothing at all
Still You call
And make me new

Even before time began
For me to have a plan
You were shaping my life in Your hands

[ chorus ]
Who am I without Your love?
I cannot live without Your touch
You hold my hand and walk me through
All I need is You
Who am I without Your love?
I cannot breathe without Your touch
You make me complete
I bow at Your feet
For me You came to die
Who am I?

You were there, creating the world
Put the stars in the sky
God of heavenly light what can I do
Now You’re here, with a love that’s so real
And I give You my life
As a sacrifice to honor You
I’m overwhelmed and overcome
By what You do and all You’ve done
That You count me as one of Your sons

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amen!

Comment by elijah — March 2, 2006 @ 1:13 am
elijah:
Yes, amen! =)
and welcome to my blog…. =D

amen!

Comment by elijah — March 2, 2006 @ 1:13 am

Comment by ．米迦． — March 2, 2006 @ 1:20 am
．米迦．~~
好耐無見呀~~akaka~~
願你每天都能感受到主愛。

Comment by mio miu — March 7, 2006 @ 12:55 pm

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